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Elias

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Yes!  My taxes finally hit. $4500 all to myself. This is the first year where I’m actually somewhat caught up on bills and my whole tax return doesn’t have to go to my debt. First, I put aside $1500 I won’t even touch. Next I finally hit checkout on my cart that has been piling up online. Kids are taken care of.   Fuck it. I’m calling out of work. Something about money hitting your bank account when you’re usually broke half the time, does something to you.  I rarely call out of work and that’s because I save it for times like this. Days when everything seems to line up perfectly. It’s Wednesday which means my kids are with their dad tonight and if I call out I have the whole day to myself.  Maybe I’ll take an extra day tomorrow too.  When you’re broke, work is the only thing on your mind. But with this money I’m finally doing something I’ve always wanted to do. Go to the spa.  I hop on the train and take the hour ride down to NYC. I’m familiar with the sce...
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Adonis

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I was mindlessly scrolling social media when he entered my mind. I haven’t thought about him in months, every time he would invade my brain I would quickly shut every memory out.   But for some reason today of all days my mind decides to conjure up his name and I can’t get it out of my head until I find myself typing in the search bar, Adonis Hastings.  His page quickly appeared and before I knew it I was clicking through his most recent photos he posted. He cut his hair. His long curls that used to hang in his face are now nonexistent. This is the Adonis I met years ago. A low buzz cut and a full beard.  ‘ like ’ I couldn’t stop myself. Me and him haven’t spoke in over a year but occasionally we would interact on social media but even that is sporadic. It could be because he’s been in a serious relationship for the past two years. He gave her everything I could only dream of. He committed to her right away and kept me on his hook for years without a title.  I used t...
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